Worst Enemy

Wish I were with you in the rain where no tears could fall
And if one fell from my forlorn eyes no one could tell at all
A disguise for my unending battle with my personal emotions

And though I know I'm holding onto something that used to be there
And hoping it will come back but knowing it wont...

I still miss those days of our peaceful place when not a thing mattered
Not caring and paying no mind
If we were in love, hurt or on edge, and time was stuck inside our love

Feeling affection so great, felt like a dream
Will it be the same once more?

The rain begins a torrential deluge and my heart is here once more
Wishing for what I believe I want
My own worst enemy