Friday, March 26, 2010

Soul

Soul is black and cold

An empty hollow of loneliness and contempt

I like you I like you not

Don't ask me, I may never have the answer you want

For that matter no answer at all

What is wrong with my head.... my heart

Wandering lonely as a rain cloud, with heavy heart

Trying to find my soul a home


I like you I like you not

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Happy is all I can be.



Sheer simplicity, utter bliss.

Consumed with what's just transpired,
that's the way it should be.


...And it makes me happy
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Take me by the hand and tell me you will take me anywhere.
Never want to forget these moments,
put them in my back pocket forever.

...Because they will always make me smile.

Ceaselessly looking to the end.
For once this foresight can't see that far,
nothing left to do but relish in this utter bliss.

...Wishing to always feel as I do now.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

The beauty I see in you


















you're ever welcome with me any time you like,Let's drive to the country side, leave behind some green-eyed look-a-likes, So no one gets worried, no.




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And we'll collect the moments one by one. I guess that's how the future's done...

Loathing with intent

My love for you spirals into disgust. No, never saw this future.
For you could never see through my eyes, spot the way, the only way I could love you
Best friend, companion, an image of myself
It was instant and no friendship will every be or has every been the same since
Hatred for the reasons that neither you nor I could understand
Disputes silenced but still on going, until you removed yourself
I hate you in so many ways and love you for some many more reasons
What explanation can you give for finding me so ideal?
I hate you. So selfish, my dear friend.
I love you.
Not vain, I know a great deal.
Don’t mind me. Expand your wings and fly. Depart from my life just as you entered.
Your future awaits.
You were my angel in disguise my shining knight without the armor
Picked me up and saved me with different intentions than you original planned
I think... I hope... now you understand just how much I always needed you.
I hate you for leaving us. I love you for finding your way first.


(I’ll miss you)


Tuesday, December 1, 2009

For the love of art








































Aneta Bartos
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Nick Brandt



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Hillary Boles

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Falling

While I was off chasing my own dreams... I found you.
Was not looking, was not wanting but... I found you.
Now I am falling, falling, falling for you.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Hate how I Like you

The problem is I could lay here doing absolutely nothing with you
until the sun disappears into the clouds and it wouldn’t bother me one bit.
Happily complacent.

A realization has come about that I might be infatuated once again.
You do this dreadful thing to me... get in my head and my thoughts are no longer my own.

My mind wanders to you everytime and get lost in a day-dream.

More than anything I wanted to hate you, loathe you, take advantage of you. Cold hearted looks good on me.
Emotions are weak.

I despise the way you make me feel as though now it is over. I have lost the battle and the worst part of all is this bliss has taken hold.




"Graze on my lips; and if those hills be dry, stray lower, where the pleasant fountains lie." -William Shakespeare